Sorry I haven't posted for a while. I guess every time I think about it, it just seems so hard. :) I don't want to just use this as an outlet to gripe, and most things post worthy have just been things that would have turned into long vents. Not the way I want to remember my pregnancy! The first 6 months of this were really a relative breeze, but now all of the sudden, everything is getting very difficult, and is seems I am getting a little more miserable all the time. The last few weeks, I have gotten into arguments with nurses, gotten sick from gluten, not been sleeping well, and struggled with cutting back hours at work (trying to balance mom needing me there with not really feeling good enough to be there). Oh, yeah, and started having braxton hicks, which I didn't even notice at first, and now sometimes can't tell if it's a contraction or the baby pushing with vengence. lol. On the other hand, I also had such an amazing baby shower, got to spend gift cards at Babies R Us and get just about everything else we needed for little Rosie, set up baby stuff in the living room to start adjusting the birds and dogs, and had lots of good time to read.
So overall, I am in good spirits, but physically just don't have the energy to do anything, and can barely put on my own socks. Oh, yeah, and we have company coming monday and tuesday, and I have no idea how I'm going to get the house clean.
anybody want to clean my house? :)
2 comments:
are nurses being mean to you? i just ignore mine. :)
It won't be much longer... I know this means nothing right now when you are so miserable (I used to hit Josh when he would say that to me...) but it is true. Try your best not to overdo things and ware yourself out. Also try your best to remember that no matter what the nurses and doctors say, you know your body best. Even though you have never been through this before, you know better than they do what is going on with you. I'll keep you in my prayers. xoxo
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